I have to be honest I’m really not feeling that pre race excitement this morning, but I know I need this one for the distance and to prove to myself I can do this.
It’s been awhile since I feel like I covered a great distance, never did I think I would be saying that, a great distance to me used to be 3 minutes running when I fist started. I know my training hasn’t been going to plan as much as I would have liked. I am missing some blogs so please don’t think I’ve completely abandoned my running commitments. I just haven’t been covering the distance I would have liked a few 5ks here and there.
My aim today is not to beat any record timings but to just get through the finish line.
Having not really fueled myself right food wise for several days I made sure last night was a pasta dish and woke with plenty of time to have porridge and then a pre race banana.
As I sat on the edge of the bed putting on my trainers I could hear the heavens open. It was going to be a wet one, on the plus side it meant I didn’t need to waist time drying my hair from my shower.
I decided to drive to Rothervalley and conserve my energy for the task at hand.
As I parked up the parking attendant came over and did inform me if I wanted to save my legs there were more spaces further down, why I chose to stay where I was and didn’t take his advice is beyond me as I didn’t realise the start was way past the entrance to the second lake. By this time I was already dripping wet. I stopped off for a pre race loo stop whilst I was passing the toilets, as I stood in the que I noticed a set of funky, matching my own, legs approaching me there was only one person they could belong to, Sharon. Great minds must think alike!
I can tell you pulling Lycra down when soaked is tough but pulling them back up really is no fun!
I did start to get a little concerned that I may need to shout for assistance! Could you imagine the headline, runner retrieved from portaloo, unable to pull up tikkis.
We huddled for a short while in the tent taking our compulsory pre run photos but wasn’t waiting long till we were directed to the start line which I was grateful for already starting to get cold from the wet clothes.
The horn sounded and we were off, I knew there was no way I would keep up with Sharon and het speedy legs today so went with a pace I was comfortable, I tried to not set off too quick knowing I would regret this later if I did.
We started on grass which was a first for me and I have to admit felt a bit wiered, but didn’t last long thank fully although it wasn’t long before we hit a detour from the path down to the waters edge and zig zaging back up to the path all on grass. I have to be honest I don’t think I am a grass runner, I was also a bit concerned to see several large holes big enough to get a foot stuck or sprain an ankle on the grass section. I’d dread to think of the damage that could be done if not paying attention.
At the 3K mark I have to be honest I felt like I could have sat on the grass and stayed there. I think an emotional draining week had finally caught up with me and being alone running with my thoughts was giving me way too much thinking time. If I am honest I also think I was going through a patch of dis belief in myself, not sure if this was cause my training hadn’t been going to plan or if it was just because the big day was getting closer.
I gave myself a bit of a telling off, I could do this I’d done 10ks before step at a time, one foot in front of the other it would all get me to that finish line. As I approached the half way point I could hear cheering and the gent on the microphone talking to the first gent to finish!! wow!!! He must have proper bombed it round, I was never going to be one of those runners but now past half way I knew I could do this and continued round.
I’d set my sights on a young lady just in front and gave myself a gaol of keeping pace with her, I wanted to come in just after her. This gave me something to focus on, as we hit the 7k ish mark the lady in front started to take walking breaks, I have nothing against walking breaks if you need to take them take them but this made me feel stronger as I felt comfortable now knowing the pace I was going would see me through the full course.
As I passed the cafe and my car parked up I knew I’d got this. I started running down the partitioned run way to the end and knew I had more to give so gave it my all and sprinted through the finish line. Today had been one of my most emotional runs and it showed as the tears started running down my face at the finish line, I’m not even sure why I was crying but quickly wiped them away and replaced them with a smile. I had completed the Global 10k my aim of the day and that’s all that mattered.
It wasn’t till later I realised this was a personal best at a 10k for me which was a surprise. So pleased I made that effort and stuck to my plan.